| Ha xanga.... is anyone even still reading these things? or is it just for ranting? lol isnt there a group for ranting?
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| sucks how plans just don't wanna work out... sorry you wasted your money on me =\
the week was going good till about today when all the plans i had or was planning kind of fell apart...sucks don't it?
*-* LUI
<^> >_< <^> damn the world for trying to keep me away... |
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| snow falls...such a beautiful sight but not the best condition to drive in..beautiful but dangerous... just glad i got home with no incidents today
schools is the usual... works sucks cuz of short tempers... and kung fu is insane and yet i keep going =P
missing someone right now but i should sleep so i can dream of them lol =P |
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| 11 already and still going strong =D its the thought of you that keeps me going strong...keeps me sane...hearing your voice calms me down..even if its just 5 mins...holding you in my arms makes me feel complete...hearing those three simple words makes me the happiest man alive...looking into your eyes i see love and i find peace with you...my heart beats in sync wit yours while we hold each other...here i am rambling away...i can sum everything how i feel with all my heart, mind, soul... in 3 words...I LOVE YOU |
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| blllllaaaaaaaaasssssssttttttttt
argh...work sucked mucho today...always running around back and forth...didn't get a chance to call my special lady...so much problems at work...no supplies...compactor container is screwed...when i mean screwed its screwed...like garbage is coming out and pushing the container forward...when i left...the container was stuck in front of the trailer...i don't think thats gonna be leaving anytime soon...
yea thats pretty much it
so tired, exhausted to be exact...so much fighting in this house...outside...at work, stupid ppl...so much work for me to do...school...macys...so much worrying...so much silence w/others...i don't know anymore...why does this keep happening...why does it seem everyone wants to think i am an idiot...that i can't do my job right...that i can't do anything right?...or not seem to care about me anymore...whenever we talk its just hi wats up? oh gotta go...or not even that sometimes...argh...
you are not stupid...you just miss me as much as i miss you...don't let this get you down... ok so you took it out on me its ok...i did kinda isolate us from each other and for that i am sorry...but don't blame yourself for all this ok? you always telling me not to blame myself so its time you followed your own advice...i love you and i miss you whenever we aren't together...you are the one person in my mind at all times...keeping me going...sane...not smacking the hell out of the next person who pisses me off..i will always love you |
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